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My Adventures in Wonderland
May. 29th, 2007
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hungry11:18 am - this again
Today did you...
1. Talk to someone you liked:
kinda, I emailed missy back
2. Buy something:
its only 10:45, im not that much of an obsessed shopper
3. Get sick:
maybe later
4. Sing:
yup!
8. Talk to an ex:
no
9. Miss someone:
yes and maybe ill see him later
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Last person who....
10. Slept in your bed:
me
11. Saw you cry:
missy
12. Made you cry:
missy
13. Went to the movies with?
with my mom! We saw shrek the third and it was alright
14. You went to the mall with:
…..missy I think…
15. Said "I Love You" and meant it:
my mom either today or last night
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16. Ever been in a fight with your pet:
…that’s still really weird
17. Been to California:
lived in for five years...
18. Been to Mexico:
yes
19. Been to Canada:
twice
20. Been to Europe:
want to so much...my mom said I could visit my great aunt and two cousins who live there the summer after senior year (09)
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Random.....
21. Do you have a crush on someone:
sigh yes
22. What book are you reading now:
Always reading Alice in wonderland and through the looking glass
23. Best feeling in the world:
being hugged by the boy you love
24. Future kids names:
Girl: Samara, Aurora, Cara, Belle
Boy: Aiden, Caleb
25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal
no
26. What's under your bed:
boxes
27. Favorite sports to watch:
cheer (IT IS A SPORT! Do it and you’ll see) and ballet (it is a beautiful sport! I say it is)
28. Favorite Location:
England/London…San Diego
29. Piercing/Tattoos:
I got my ears pierced a month or two ago
30. What are you most scared of right now:
being alone. And that ill go crazy in the bad way during the two weeks of summer schooll
31. Where do you want to get married?:
anywhere!
33. Do you have a job:
working on it
34. Do you like being around people:
depends on the person
35. Have you ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with:
…kinda?
36. Have you ever cried:
"oh no, not me." (note the sarcasm)
37. Are you lonely right now?
I want chris…
38. Song that's stuck in your head right now:
no
39. Played strip poker:
no but I want to
what happened to 40 and 41?
I don't know, what happened?
42. Been on radio/TV:
yes with 9 other students in...6th grade saying the pledge of alliegence...
43. Been in a mosh-piT
No
44. Do you think the person you like likes you back?
I hope so and I think so!
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awake10:28 am
sigh
so my last one of these from my apparently previous life is meditating4life
since then...well, recently my mom separated from my father, we moved out, got a really awesome apartment two seconds from my school (walking!), we went on a weekend trip, came back and he had filed the divorce papers. he's such an idiot
its his way of getting back.
and to gain control back
and perhaps so he can marry "rebecca" (check previous post for rant about her)
so its messy now
and we're trying to sell the house like crazy
and...im obsessed with Alice's Adventures in Wonderland and Through the Looking Glass and What Alice Found There both by Lewis Carroll
i wrote some new poetry (hopefully better than what is on meditating4life account) and its at http://allpoetry.com/Queen%20Alice%20Li
(yes i know im obsessed with it, but guess what??? i downloaded a demo of American McGee's Alice and am happy)
umm...
lets see..
zach (from sadie) moved away that june, then chris and i dated again (for a whole weekend...) and then "broke up"
he was expelled for stupid reasons and so now he goes to a public school close to here
well, he visited our school a couple of mondays ago and followed missy and i to my apartment and then she and i went swimming and tried to get him in (and we did after a while) and so we went back up to the apartment and missy went home.
well....apparently missy and i (he likes/liked us both) "make him go crazy"
and...well...we talked. and were crazy. and i kissed him twice on the cheek (shut up, big deal for me, it was my first kiss).
and...i really want to see him again. or at least talk to him again.
i haven't seen or spoken to him since that monday and that was probably almost two months ago. and he held me so close...
sorry, im a hopeless romantic. i know
umm...
nicole and devon are annoying
next year hopefully they'll take the hint we dont want to talk or see them
i almost hit nicole last february and i did two weds. ago.
i dont feel like talking about it now...
kimmie was expelled...also dont feel like talking about it now, but on my allpoetry site, the poem "My Best Friend" is to her and about how she was "asked to leave" our school
sigh
more later
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okayMay. 27th, 2007
07:20 am - My father
my father is such a (unlady like words)
you see, one of randy's neighbor's said to my mom that there was a strange car at his house
well, after church today, my mom and i went to sam's club, got new flip flops (which made me happy :) and drinks, and then we went to check out it said randy had taken my mom off the account. no biggie. no surprise.
then we went to get a new card, and it said he had moved my mom to put "Rebecca (our last name here)" on his account
couple of options:
1. my theory, he made someone up just to make my mom jealous (stupid man)
2. some foolish woman at his work (the computer said she was born in '65 [my mom and i figured out she'd be about 41 or 42, 8 or 9 years younger than him]) likes him (even though he's fat, hairy, ugly, needs anger management, needs mental help, ect) and is perhaps out of town with him (his car wasn't there today [my mom and i went to get flyers for the house for her work and church and stuff] and he hasn't answered the phone in a long time). so i think if its that, she's very desperate.
3. its a cover up for a guy (very possible)
so he's being stupid
and that might be why he bothered my mom about her wedding ring that he wanted it back.
my mom asked his mom/my grandma if she could keep it since this July they would be married for 20 years
my grandma said yes and wanted me to have it someday
so my mom and i think randy asked for it so he could propose to this chick/person
but, he has no right to call rebecca (our last name), since he and my mom aren't even divorced yet.
he's such an idiot
a piece of advice for "Rebecca": if you do marry him, good luck. have fun with the idiotic arguments, petty needs, huge stomach, anger and rage, blah blah blah, and lectures on how to live. yes. you will go insane. yes, he does chew with his mouth open. yes, he is scary.
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